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Okay so I'm really excited about the weekend. Tomorrow Josh and I are going to the mall. I have to get 2 CDs and of course you can't buy the things at Wal-Mart because of parental advisories and crap. It's such bull shit. Anyways we're going to the mall and hang out a little. He has to be home by 11 which really sucks, but I guess I'll get over it eventually. I mean I don't have a curfew, then again even if I did I wouldn't obey it lmao. Anyway we're doing that then Saturday I'm having a rave at my house starting around 5 and going through the whole night. Andy has a ride thank God. I'm so excited that he'll be coming. I think this will be my biggest party yet. My new lover Josh has a lot of crazy friends that might possibly show up w/ huge amounts of weed and acid. YESSSSS!!!!
I went into the school around 11 to go to the lunch shifts and the crazy ass principal says "we need two people in the front office (I don't remember the first) and Napoleon Dynamite. That's right Napoleon Dynamite" I was like WTF!!!! The principal is like the only cool guy at the fucking school.
So anyway I hang out for the lunch shifts eventually find Andy sitting against a wall looking lonely. He told me that his teacher changed his lunch because they had a test today. I hugged him, and we walked around for a while. I coerced him to skip the rest of the day. It was so funny he walked into the middle of his class picked up his shit and walked right out. I loveth him. So we went to the coffee shop, and had some serious Irish coffees. They were so fucking good. I love coffee w/ Andy. Then I dropped him off at home and that was pretty much it.
I can't wait for this weekend it'll be rad.
Rave On,
Erin
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| Teenage Drop Out |
[18 Aug 2005|03:21pm] |
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Okay so I'm officially a teenage drop out. I dropped out today. I got to walk in there feeling all superior because those dumb asses were still going to school. I don't know how I got my mom to sign the papers, but either way I'm gone. I've left that shit hole, but I am making a pact to pick up my Andyness everyday from school. Does Ian still go to school? I shall pick him up too.
So to celebrate I went to Mike's and got drugs lol. I have 5 bags of weed, 4 aspirin bottles of X, and 4 of acid, 3 bags of shrooms that I'm cooking some brownies w/ tonight. I've never had shrooms and brownies, but I'm gonna try it. I won't waste a whole bag on them. Anyway I'm high as I type, but not too high or else I wouldn't be capapble of typing. This will be the best year ever.
I got a job at a record store. I'm not gonna give the name cuz I don't want people stalking me. They have concerts there too, so they said they'd pay me to play every now and then. I think I'm taking my GED in February???? I think that's when it is. I'm not really sure, but either way I'll pass it w/ flying fucking colors.
Tomorrow I'm going to Underground and Saturday I'm going to the cemetary w/ this guy Josh. He's a hot fucker. I love him. We've been hanging out a lot, so we're gonna go and take some pictures at the cemetary. Then Sunday I think I'm going to Underground again, but I know I have to work that night so we'll go to the early house party. I shall invite my Andy and Ian for a sleepover. My gay lovers.
I haven't talked to Aly... she's mad that I dropped out. But I still love her, and I'll still hang out w/ her. I just can't go to school anymore. My sister's gone too. I think she moved in w/ her b/f. She claims she's gonna go to college, but that's bull shit. Whatever she's out of the house. Well I'm gone...
Rave On,
Erin
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| Trying to rape Andy |
[18 Jul 2005|06:07pm] |
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Andy's been at my house for a seriously long time. Every night I try to rape him, however I've been unsuccessful.
So far we've stolen money from random people in a grocery store, stolen pins from Spencer's, made out w/ random people at Underground, flirted w/ people from Hot Topic, then made out w/ one in the loading zone, yes both of us, he was bi and sexyful, went to Jeff's beach house, but didn't stay long because of the new obnoxious friends of his, and Andy was sunburned, met crazy raver druggies at Chucky Cheese, Andy wanted to play all the arcade games, but they wouldn't let him: BITCHES!!!!, our new raver druggy friends (Izabel, Ryan, and Oda) came to my house and had an extreme acid trip, Andy and Ryan had a masturbation contest, while Izabel tried to seduce me, but it didn't work, well until I got drunk, Andy claims to have orgasmed for 2 minutes.
Let's just say we're having a great summer. We're leaving for Colorado, they have great mental hospitals, and the finest imported weed. We'll be high for weeks.
Life's good for now
Rave On,
Erin
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[02 Jul 2005|03:43pm] |
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This week has been pretty cool. Aly spent the week with me. My mom's on another "business trip" and my sister's been at her b/f's, so I have the house to myself. We went to Underground Monday night, and met this really fine ass guy named Mark. He came back to my house, and we invited a few people over for a small party. Turns out Mark's a drug dealer, so we have a whole closet full of shit for the summer. Mark is my new best friend. I think Mike got a little jealous of Mark. We were fooling around, and what not, but usually Mike doesn't care. Anyway he got a little pissed off, and the party ended early (by this time it was Tues afternoon). So Mike and Al stayed over Tuesday night we slept through most of Wed. We got up around 6 and went out for pizza. Then later I find out that Mike had hooked up w/ Stephanie at the party. And he was all pissed off at me. So I called Steph called her a fucking whore, and then decided that I didn't give a shit. I dropped off Aly around 8 and went to Jake's house. I missed him a lot and wanted to hang out. We drove around all of Orlando for like 2 hours looking for weed. We find some at the park, and get naked and run through sprinklers. Some random guy runs up to Jake and slaps his naked ass. That was pretty hilarious. We put on our clothes and find our way back to Jake's. We play dress up w/ all of his ex-g/f's old clothes. I have funny pictures of that, but I don't think I'll post them. I stay there Wed. and Thurs. Thursday night we watched every vampire movie ever made. Which as usual makes us horny lol. We had sex, got high, went to the park, got high, and had sex again. Then the sprinklers came on, and I went home. Yesterday Aly came over and she was really depressed, and well sex always makes her feel better. I woke up this morning made her happy again, and took her home. This week was my sluttiest week ever. Especially because I don't remember how many people I fucked at the party. I guess I'll find out if I ever get to talk to Mark again.
Rave on,
Erin
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[27 Jun 2005|11:50am] |
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I have nothing to say. Just giving a heads up to my lover ANDY!!!!! If you can get your ass over here either Tues or Wed. You can stay all week and I'll get you home Friday. CALL ME!!!!
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| SURVEY!!!! |
[26 May 2005|03:18pm] |
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Survey
Description of Sexuality Question.
Click on any of the words to go to the question.
1.What was your first orgasm like?
It kinda sucked, he had a really small penis
2.At what time does a girl become a woman?
umm...puberty
3.What do you think causes your sexual preference?
my hormones lol
4.Were you a late developer, an early developer, or average?
i've never fully developed lol j/k average
5.How do you feel about sexual fantasies?
i like to fulfill them lol
6.How did you learn most of what you know about sex and sexuality?
umm...horny elementary schoolers lol and sex ed. videos
7.How often do you have an orgasm?
depends who's available
8.What body part do you think it most sexually arousing?
genitalia duh lol
9.Do you shave your pubic hair?
do you?
10.What do you consider your sexual preference to be?
trisexual i'll try anything once
11.Have you ever tasted your own vaginal fluids?
umm gross
12.What type of underwear do you prefer?
none
13.When did you lose your virginity? What age? Circumstances?
like 12 or 11 lol
14.How do you feel about the size of your breasts?
how do you feel about it? lol
You better take this survey bitches!!!!
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| Hospital Enounter number... I lost count. |
[09 May 2005|04:37pm] |
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Hello my lovelies what's goin on? I missed everyone while I was in the hospital this weekend. Only my Andy knows this because he's the only one who loves me enough to visit. Well Aly came too, but that's it. I had a small cutting experience and was forced to go to the doctor to get stiches. My sister came into my room the night of my bloody bath and my mattress was soaked with blood. I wonder why she was in my room in the first place, but anyways she woke me up. I was too tired to argue so I gave in and got in the car. I didn't want to go, but like I said I was too tired probably from the lack of blood. She signed me into the emergency room and then left. What a bitch, first she drags me there and then she leaves me. She at least called Andy though. From what I heard he started yelling at her wondering why she called him, because he hates her. Then he hitched a ride with some strange hot guy. It's a pretty interesting story. Then Aly came in for a while, but her Dad was on his way home, so she had to leave early. I left the hospital when all the nurses fell asleep. Andy and I took a taxi. They had already given me my stitches it's not like I needed to stay, but they insisted they watch over my mental health, but my mental health has always been bad, and it won't be changing any time soon. Today I'm on a mission to numb the pain in my arm with alchol and X. Jake called me and I took advantage of his dying love for me. After all I do care about him, so he's going to pick me up soon and we're going to Underground and then back to his place. I won't be going to school for a while. Maybe I won't go the rest of this school year, after all it's only 14 more days. I actually have the urge to fall in love today. Not that I really would, but since someone already loves me, I'll use him. There's nothing wrong w/ free sex. It's always a nice suppresant.
Rave On,
Erin
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[01 May 2005|06:03pm] |
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I just smoked way to much fucking weed man. I'm high off my brains right now. I did some acid, some fucking coke, X, still high off the weed, still have a cigarrette in my mouth. I did a lot of drugs today, but not all at once. I started at 2 a.m. Andy called me at 1 and I couldn't go back to sleep, so I called Mike and he came over. My fucking bitch ass sister practically beat in my door at 8 because I stole her Nirvana cd. I can't help it I like to trip on acid with Nirvana. Then my mom smells our weed, and starts yelling at me. Like she would really do anything. That's when I yelled, "Shut the fuck up you stupid bitch, your not my real mother anyways." That was a great line. She shut up then too. I'm such a great fucking daughter. Mike was laughing at me all day. I'm way to fucking high. I'm yelling at Mike.
Me: I want fucking McDonalds
Mike: (laughing) then go get fucking Mcdonalds
Me: I'm too fucking high to drive
Mike: Then fuck me
Me: You expect me to have sex with one person at a time
Mike: You did last night
Me: oh yeah (laughing)
Well I'm gonna go yell at my bitch sister until she takes us to McDonalds. Or I'll tell my mom I'm gonna have her arrested for starvation unless she buys me McDonalds. Either way I'm getting my fucking McDonalds. Later dudes.
Get me high and fuck me up,
Erin
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[25 Apr 2005|07:10pm] |
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Wow it's been a while since I've set foot on this page. It always seems to send a depressing shock through me. Maybe because everything I write turns out to be really sad in some form or another. And well that's my life. I haven't done anything remotly interesting except get extremely drunk and drain all my emotions through cuts now ranging from my neck all the way to my ankles. I've sat in 3 bloody baths in the past two weeks. I guess the last couple of months have been pretty impressing. I miss my Andyness. Neither one of us have been at school in a while, and I never see him outside of school. I've been dying to get high with him. It always makes my hormones flow. I started seeing Mike a little more. Occasionaly having our sexual adventures in the back of my car. He's like the second guy I've brought to my house counting my very gay best friend. I wouldn't say I'm in love or anything, but he's really cool, and I've pretty much stayed faithful lol. There was once with Aly, but does that really count. I mean me and Aly don't really have any love connections. We're just friends that like to get out our sexual frustrations every once in a while. It's all gravy though. My hair is black at the moment. I died it again of course. I may post some pictures later on, if I can get off my lazy depressed ass. We'll see what happens. I think I'll make myself a nice warm bloody bath.
Rave On,
Erin
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[04 Apr 2005|04:38pm] |
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Wow I haven't written in here in a loooonnnnggg time. So let me start with Spring Break. Andy and I joined the group at Jeff's beach house. We got there Thursday night and everyone immediately started drinking. I took some pictures of me and Andy drinking, but I think they're too inappropriate too post lol. Stephanie and Aly were there I missed them, so it was cool to see them again. Mike was also there so let's just say I hooked up a few times. I hooked up w/ Aly and Stef too, but that's another story. Most of my time was with Andy and occasionaly Dave would stalk us. I got another piercing to add to my collection. I got my tongue pierced for all the ladies out there and Andy lol j/k. My hair is getting ready to change colors again, and I think I'll cut it too. Let me know if you have any ideas. "Wanna Fluck?"
Rave On,
Erin
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Underground was pretty cool last night. We left around 10 and got there at 10:30. It was pretty cool, Andy and I danced for an hour, and then went to the bar for a drink, and guess who was sitting there. Jake. We talked for a little bit, but he was all depressed that we hadn't hung out in a while. Then Andy and I danced a little longer some guy tapped Andy and started grinding w/ him. It was sexy. He gave us some acid, and we took a jello shot w/ him. Andy can't even remember his name cuz he was so wasted.
Then Jake called me and said that he wanted me to come over, so we made Andy's new friend sad. We went to Jake's and had some coffee. Andy was flirting w/ Jake it was pretty hilarious, I thought Jake might give into the seduction at first, but he didn't. Instead Andy called his new friend (who scribbled his # on my hand, cuz Andy wouldn't let him cuz the pen wasn't yellow). He invited him to Jake's house. They watched a movie, and chatted while me and Jake made out. I missed him, but I don't love him the way he loves me. I don't know what Andy and the guy did (probably nothing) cuz me and Jake went to his room.
When I came out Andy and his friend where asleep I nudged Andy, and told him we could leave now. The guy woke up and left behind us. We got home, and my sister started bitching at me to clean the house cuz her and mom were leaving tomorrow morning. I told her to fuck off, and slammed the door in her face. Andy and I drank for a while until we passed out on the bed.
This morning we woke up really late. I made him waffles, and he flirted with the guys working on our patio. One of them started flirting back, and then Andy bluntly told him he wasn't interested. That was pretty much it for our morning.
We're going to downtown Orlando to check guys out tonight, tease them, and then leave them all alone. We might take one or two in the backseat of our car, but only if they're really hot. Can't wait for the rave Wednesday night. Later
Rave On,
Erin
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Andy's here, and we're getting ready to go to Underground. We already had 3 beers and 2 glasses of vodka. I'm buzzing. I'll just smoke a joint and I'll be ready to go.
Rave On,
Erin
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Hey everyone, nothing much is going on. Yesterday I got a new pink, heart, light-up pacifier. I've been needing to get another one, cuz my other one is glass (gum ball machine). Anyways it's really cool. Today I'm going to pick up Andy and we're going to Underground. I've already pocketed the X and acid Mike gave me. I'm gonna get so freakin high tonight. Andy still has some weed, and I'm forcing him to give me some. My plans for tonight are seduce Andy, and another guy into a threesome. Probably won't happen, I'll probably end up screwing some random guy instead. The point is that we have fun. My mom and sister are out of town, and Andy's staying all week so we're having a rave at my place. I've already invited mostly everyone, but I won't an awesome turn out. Call me for directions to my place. Then next weekend is Jeff's party at the beachouse. It's from Thurs. night to Sunday morning. WOOHOO!!!! PARTY!!!! I'm so excited. I haven't hung w/ Andy in a while. Well, yes I have, but he never mentions me in his special journal entries. I'm gonna pick Andy up now so we can get some coffee. See ya guys later.
Rave On,
Erin
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